Thursday, January 31, 2008

Cant Turn Back Time

On the outside
Don’t want to look in
Don’t need to look in
All that is there is numb

Walking down the street
Panic arises, as people stare
I thought I was invisible
They are laughing at me

Friends don’t exist
Love doesn’t exists
The abuse just lives on a on
Why was it me that has had everyone taken from her

Lost my self
My image driven mother
My fearful scared lonely brother
My dad to scared to hold me
My Step Father, "the Monster" sails happily into the sunset

Cant feel
Cant dream
Cant move on
Cant be happy
Cant ever turn back time

Only alive for 4 years
I sat on his knee and he promised
He was here to take care of me
Ive been dead ever since
He lied

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